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"I must learn to love the fool in me--the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries. It alone protects me against that utterly self-controlled, masterful tyrant whom I also harbor and who would rob me of human aliveness, humility, and dignity but for my fool."  -- Theodore I. Rubin, MD

I admit that I feel quite disheartened with the words as well as those walking mannequins around me, and how angry I am when words try to stab, prick and puncture me like I am just a nobody. I won't change the way I am, just for the sake of seeking for your praises and approvals. You won't see a single halo above my head if you look closely, so expect not me being too kind that would give you kisses and profuse hellos or a person that can be pushed around like a shopping cart. I am just a mere human. I make mistakes and that makes me feel alive.


I smiled a lot, but I tell you, I hesitate not to spit on your face sooner or later.
Just don't push the wrong button, friend. 


8 comments:

Azie Nazri said...

oh my, what happened?

safwan said...

aiyo....wat happen...?

Moja Amin™ said...

Azie,

Hahaha. Nothing, some people try so hard to decipher my doings and end up in futile.

more angry posts are coming.
:)

Moja Amin™ said...

Safwan,

Biasa lah..
Bila moja marah.
Habis semua ku terjah!

Hahaha!

nashrah said...

i like what that Theodore guy said. hmm this is a tough one. sometimes people put us down even though we have not done anything to them. i've been there before and getting mad or sad over it is just not worth it. it's like kita mengaku kalah. it's not easy to ignore what they say and we can't keep their mouths shut either, so like it or not we just have to bear with it. we can't please everybody. what i did was to just smile but kept my distance or be cautious. i'd still be nice to them and smile but smile yg cam 'hehe ye aku senyum kau pun senyum tp jgn igt aku bodoh tau hehe'. that kind hehe. hope this helps! put your hands in the air and act like u just don't care :))

Moja Amin™ said...

Nashrah,

Me too! It's so true, and I can relate to them words in no time!

Betul Nashrah! No matter how nice you are, there will be such people trying to chain your hands and try to make you follow them everywhere, anywhere. Hell, not me!

Tu la pasal. I saw enough dramas around me, and getting sick of it. Dramas only meant on the stage, where you can get all the glamorous spotlight; on the road, you mean nothing and try not to get the bullshit cheap, cheap, cheap attention! Urgh.

Mean moja, ish3.

:)

suraya said...

hmm, looks familiar, the saying above (the black bolded words). i've seen it around tumblr a couple of times, but that's just me though, haha. meh, just ignore this.

anyway. i agree, we mortals make mistakes, and that's just the beauty of us humble beings, that we can get away with it but still can learn from our mistakes, no?

just one thing i keep with me at all times, is that not to expect from people too much, 'cause at times they disappoint us.

tsk.

Moja Amin™ said...

Suraya,

Hahaha! Yes! I did grabbed it from somewhere I cant remember! You have such good memory!

And another yes. Don't expect too much from others, they can break you in no time, kan!?

Thanks for visiting!
(and drop a comment)

:)

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