
[KetikaCintaBertasbih]

[Muhammad]
(Muhammad, kami rindu)
Ya Muhammad,
terasa malu untuk menyebut namamu,
terasa hina untuk melafazkan kata cinta padamu.
Ya Muhammad,
Diri ini hanya satu dalam celahan hiruk-pikuk jutaan umatmu,
dalam dunia yang kian kuning,
dalam petang alam yang kian menjejak senja.
hati ini kerap berpaling ya Rasulullah.
hati ini acap kali terbolak-balik ya Rasulullah.
terkadang, terasa nun ke sum-sum tulangku bahwa ku cinta,
namun terkadang, diri ini terjatuh juga pada dosa dan noda.
masihkah aku umatmu,
Ya Muhammad?
Bila ajal menjemputku,
mampukah ku ingat semua pesanan-mu?
Bila marak mentari sejengkal diatas kepalaku,
mungkinkah kau tatap wajahku?
mungkinkah ya rasululah?
mungkinkah?
Rasulullah,
penat diri in cuba merindu,
cuba terkadang terasa kudrat hati dibatasi waktu,
namun Rasululah,
hanya satu rayuku,
jangan kau paling wajah muliamu dariku,
bila kita bersua disitu.
(Jumaat, April 24 2009)
[AreWeThatDifferent?]
[listening|Waiting for the World to Change by John Mayer]
I haven't post anything for a quite sometimes till I read Liyana's post in her il Bel Far Niente, it feels like a call to blog about this. Maybe something regarding to this.
I am a Muslim. Living in a Muslim country, Malaysia. Multicultural, multilingual, multiracial Malaysia. Of late, I try hard to comprehend what really happening to the society. The diversity seems to be our paramount weakness and reason to hate each other.
I do believe every religion; Islam, Christian, Judaism, Hinduism, Buddhism, Kabbalah, Sikhism, Scientology, Shinto, Jainism and others- do promote peace among religions and its respective devotees. No matter what religion whomsoever devotes to, absolutely no one should justify and critics others’ beliefs because it is absolutely his/her prerogative.
It’s indeed a real shame that people see only the differences that separate them. If we look closely what we have in common, then half of the world’s problem would be solved without any bullets and bloodshed. None of the Holy Books; the Quran, the Bible, Mahabharata or Upanishads promotes their followers to shed blood and tear the world apart. None.
As I was walking down the street or meeting up with other people, I can’t help myself from thinking about contradiction that makes us difference. I am indeed think that our contradictoriness is something beautiful and interesting to learn.
Everyday, all of us meet up with thousands or at least tens of people that came from all walks of life. Imagine if everyone was wearing the same shirt color, had the same haircut, speak the same language and read the same books, life will be much, much murky and monotonous. God created us with many differences not to be torn apart, but to learn and find about others. Therefore, above all, we must be optimist about our differences and do not make it as a reason to hate. There is no reasons to hate.