[Dreamer]

I am a full-time dreamer.

I have plenty of dreams and been chasing, capturing them one by one.

It makes me feel alive.

but,

I have to be a realist.

The only dream that I am going to achingly surrender is you.

because it makes me feel so weak & vulnerable.

[PainfulSaturday]

Saturday.

Rise early today. Am all prepared to visit project's site.

Visiting people that need my love, attention, help & care. I'm glad that I can help.

but,

I'm still sad. There's a sharp pain in my heart since I decided to forget her.

This is just a phase.

just a phase.

[Please Find This #12]

To: You

Adoring you makes me;

(a) feel stupid

(b) feel guilty

(c) feel vulnerable

(d) feel hopeless

... none of the above is positive. None.

You didn't notice me after all. I survived for so long before this.

I am perfectly alone. I'll be OK.

:)

I'll not wait. I'll move on.

Please Find This #11

To: You

... and I wanna run, run smack into you

(Jon McLaughlin, Smack Into You)

I'll wait.

Please Find This #10

To: You

You are such a beautiful person.

I hope you know how much so.

I'll wait.

Please Find This #9

To: You

Your modesty spellbound me.

I'll wait.

Please Find This #8

To: You

I'll wait.

Please Find This #7

To: You

When I saw you with him, I try to not put much hopes on this feeling.

But what if I still Love you?

I'll wait.

Please Find This #6

To: You

They say, "There are many, many more fish in the sea".

I said, "I don't want fish..."

I want you.

I'll wait.

Please Find This #5

To: You

This Love is tiring. It weakens me.

Because I have to hide this from you.

I'll wait.

Please Find This #4

To: You

If you were science, I'll be a scientist.

If you were maths, I'll be a mathematician.

but you are magic,

and I am no magician. I can't make you Love me.

I'll wait.

Please Find This #3

To: You

I was happily unattached to anyone before.

Then you ruined it all.

I'll wait.

Please Find This #2

To: You

We've been friends for quite sometimes. And I'm not aware the other half of my heart went missing since the day I saw you. Forgetting you is almost impossible now, and its like trying to remember someone I never knew.

I'll wait.

Please Find This #1

To: You

I think I already fell in love with you since the first day I met you, clumsy girl.

Silly me, I ignored your presence.

I'll wait.