[Love/Lust]

Love is a real funny thing. For me, it can either be a total blessing from Allah or a complete condemnation. My friend and I had a little conversation through YM. And as a 'young adult' (as mention by Mdm Rosalind) it's normal us to yearn for a shoulder to cry on as we often crave for more attention by people that we Love.

Faidz and I had a private confab about this for a quite long time. We even discussed (notice the words 'discussed'? It means we are serious about it. We're not joking, ladies!) about this when we met for a reunion last week. We conversed about this; why can't we Love people, simply like others do? It's like something that hinder us two, or maybe a few more aliens like us, to be in Love, to hold hands, to go for movies, to go for romantic dinners, blahblahblah. There are some quirky factors that led to this baffling bone of contention;

1. We aren't gay. We as straight as a highway.


2. We want to be in Love, but at the same time, we wished that we won't be in Love.


3. We are confused; Love or Lust?


4. Why too many constraints for us to face?

Eventually, I ferreted out that maybe (take note the word; MAYBE) There are 'hikmah' behind all these. Maybe if we do fell in Love with any girls out there, it will lead us apart from the right road. Maybe we'll make somebody's daughter goes pregnant? (Nau'zubillah) Who knows and who plans it better than Allah? I hope Faidz and I, and also those aliens like us, who had the same terrible, foolish dilemma; to be happy with the life we live in. It's all right not to be in Love. For now. :)