[Maths]

This going to be a really long post.

Introduction. Let's do some (simple) maths.

Our Prophet Muhammad pbuh died at the age of 63. Sixty-three. And if you minus any cancer, lung disease, STDs , global warming, etc most men will likely died at the age of 60++. Even so, my friend Izza told me that based on a new research, most men will die at the age of 55, and congratulation, women, you will most likely live longer.

60 years divided by 3 equals to 20 years.
20/60 equals to 1/3. A third.
1/3 + 1/3 + 1/3 = 1 lifetime / 60 years / 720 months

(God, I hate maths!)

Points.
1. Some people asked me, why I am too shy to confess my Love towards the girl that I admire.
2. I'm a shy person (under some circumstances) but that doesn't mean I have no guts to tell or propose a girl.
3. I had gone through failed relationship before. I'm not that shy, believe me.
4. Everyone changes. And I changed too.
5. Even if I admit/confess to her, tell me, what's my next move? Couple?
6. Couple is a no-no for me since no.4.
7. The next relationship I want in my life is, the blessed, legal, working one. I'm done with experimental Love.
8. I had spent 1/3 of my life experimenting with Love and Sins. Neither of them was cool.
9. I try not to preach. This is just an instant clarification.

Conclusion. I've spent 1/3 (20 years) of my life aimlessly and sinfully. And I may have only 2/3 (maybe) to either get closer to God, or to live it off the right course. Will I live my life just like the first third of my life?

Nope.

How about you?

p/s: Happy Valentine's Day to those Muslims who are stupid enough to celebrate it.=)