[LifeList]

updated.

TRAVEL & LEISURE

+ Set foot on each of the Seven Continents

1. Asia

2. Africa

3. North America

4. South America

5. Antartica

6. Europe

7. Australia

+ Places I will go

1. Venice, Italy

2. Rome, Italy

3. Hollywood, California

4. Amsterdam, Netherlands

5. The Al Hambra, Spain

6. Galapagos Archipelago

7. Mecca, Saudi Arabia

8. Vatican City

9. Las Vegas, Nevada

10. Los Angeles, California

11. Hawaii

12. Prague. Czech Republic

RELATIONSHIPS

1. Fall madly in Love

2. Forgive

3. Stargazing with her

4. Love Mak & Abah unconditionally

5. Having our own child

6. Dancing to John Mayer’s with Her in the living room

7. Super romantic dinner

PERSONAL DEVELOPMENTS

1. Donate blood

2. Register as an organ donor

3. Donate clothes I no longer use

4. Help people to start a business

5. Raise funds for the unfortunates

6. Be a relief volunteer for nature disaster

7. Help someone who's in a dire need of something.

CAREER & FINANCE

1. Be a writer / columnist

2. Scriptwriting

3. Be an amateur poet

LIFESTYLE & CULTURE

+ Read a self-written poem before total strangers

+ Sing aloud

+ Design my own house & a comfy reading room!

+ Write a book and get it published

+ Books I will read before I die

1. The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho

2. The Art of War by Sun Tzu

3. To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee

4. Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov

5. The Compilation of Rumi's Work

6. The Prince by Niccolò Machiavelli.

7. The Compilation of Kahlil Gibran's Work

SPORTS & ADVENTURE

1. Learn archery

2. Horse riding

3. Ski. Ski. Ski

4. Try fencing

5. Run a Marathon

6. Take up a martial art

7. Ride in on a hot air balloon

8. Go paragliding

9. Go on a helicopter ride

10. Go scuba diving

11. Go bungee jumping

12. Go white water rafting

13. Go wall climbing

14. Learn to fly a plane

15. Go zorbing

16. Go spelunking

17. Go hiking

18. Military training

[Mak&Abah]

Last three days, I was at, maybe, the lowest point of health in my life. My head aches tremendously, there are blisters all over my scalp, torso and face and I can barely move a muscle for it would bring so much pain to my whole body. For the first time, my self-spirit was bent to my physical capacity.

I felt so low.

I've been at home for 5 days, and tomorrow I'll be heading back to Shah Alam. Too many things to do; quizzes, assignments, projects and all. I have to go back early even the given off-days by the doc would end next week.

I am not fully healed yet, but my spirit has recovered.

Mak & Abah,

Your son is now twentythree year old gentleman. But he still can't even take a good care of himself at this point. It's funny to think that you've been taking a good care of me since I was 9 months in Mak's womb, and up till today, you still do the thing that you do the best; taking care of me. I know, I know you two are already proud of your three children. But I'm telling you this, Mak & Abah, on one fine day, I will make you really, really, really proud because you two are the best presents Allah can ever give to me. I owe you two too much, too much and all I can ever express is, Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.

I Love you so much, Mak and Abah.

Love,

Mohamad Zulfadli Mohd. Amin

Shah Alam, I'm all psyched-up and will be baaaack!

:)

[TEDxKL 2010]

I've been a staunch follower of TED since 2008 (through iTunes' podcasts, of course). It's amazing when you watch amazing speeches by amazing people that change the world in many amazing ways. Seriously, I like the speeches so, so much. It's inspiring and makes me feel everything in this world is attainable, if we put our heart and soul into it.

and now, for the 2nd time, TED is coming to Malaysia.

TEDxKL - will spark a mark in Malaysia on the 27th of March 2010, Saturday in Microsoft Auditorium, Level 29, Tower 2, Petronas Twin Towers. And praise to Allah, I was among the selected 20 to be the Youth Ambassadors of TEDxKL and be part of the organizing committee. Alhamdulillah. God works in a very mysterious ways. Now, I'm all prepared to meet new amazing people and experience TED at the same time.

For those who are interested to join, please head over to http://www.tedxkl.com/.

Hurry up as the seats are limited!

*(Online price is RM50 while walk-in payment is RM80 per ticket)

[Dreamer]

I am a full-time dreamer.

I have plenty of dreams and been chasing, capturing them one by one.

It makes me feel alive.

but,

I have to be a realist.

The only dream that I am going to achingly surrender is you.

because it makes me feel so weak & vulnerable.

[PainfulSaturday]

Saturday.

Rise early today. Am all prepared to visit project's site.

Visiting people that need my love, attention, help & care. I'm glad that I can help.

but,

I'm still sad. There's a sharp pain in my heart since I decided to forget her.

This is just a phase.

just a phase.

[F]

Tepat pukul 12 am. Saturday.

Tiba-tiba rasa sedih.

Geez. Fuck the sadness away, dude.