[NewSoul]

What's wrong with the hatred that lurks around us of late? Can't everyone just be happy the way they are and stop hating, blaming and being skeptical to others? There's no point in hating. I just don't understand. I refuse to hate. Because I did it once, and it didn't feel good at all. Not at all. Maybe everyone should listen to this song, New Soul by Yael Naim. It's fresh and it's the new song on Mac ads.. Give it a try, to wash away your soul...

I'm a new soul I came to this strange world hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take/But since I came here Felt the joy and the fear Finding myself making every possible mistake/La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la... /I'm a young soul in this very strange world hoping I could learn a bit about what is true and fake./But why all this hate? Try to communicate/ Finding trust and love is not always easy to make./ La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la... This is a happy end cause' you don't understand everything you have done why's everything so wrong /This is a happy end come and give me your hand I'll take your far away. /[Refrain]:I'm a new soul I came to this strange world hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take /But since I came here fellt the joy and the fear finding myself making every possible mistake/ La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

p/s: Kudos to Mizan for introducing me this song, at least I'm waaaay advance than Yahoo! :p

[Module&Kami]

We had a very tiring but quite fun and enjoyable day. Dragging my butt off my cozy blanket was a real hard thing to do in winter-cold Saturday. Luckily, we had shitloads of fun with Professor Madya Hajah Zaiton, she's cool and she's deputy dean for God's sake!! ALL Surias & Siakaps were cramped into the same class. What to do? Inseparable. Here are some of crappy edited pictures that our Paparazzi, BJ throughout the session. Enjoy!

 MyGroup: ProjectKami Inc.

HappinessShared: LiveLifeLaughLove

Busted:Azri&FiraWereSleepingDuringCeramah...Sehati,Sejiwa!

    My favorite session is build-up-your-business activity. Wan, Fira, Acad and me  are so excited of doing it. We named it ProjectKami- The word 'project' is English 'cause Fira wrote it wrongly. Hehe. Our proposals:

 

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Current Mood: Happy but Confused
Word of the Day: Ayoh!

[OurLove]

Loves memory has traced our outline in this place. 

But will the spider remember, or the sun?

Did the water capture our faces in permanence?

Does the wind create us anew as it blows?

Did the shadows from the trees record our passage beneath them? 

Our secret been revealed.

Yet I have told no other. 

I write these words in silence, in mute testimony 

To what once was. 

But our image remains alive in this place. 

It can not be removed. 

You, me, 

We then,

Were here. 

We saw the day and hoped for tomorrow. 

We caught a brief glimpse of love's promise. 

We were not liars, 

But thieves of time. 

For now time has now forgotten us,

Yet our memory lingers, and love remembers

This place that was ours. 

 

[EverythingBurns]

He sits in a darkest corner,
Counting memories that fading away,
Flipping empty pages of his diary,
He cries,
But no one seems to care.

He walks in the crowd,
He stumbles over stony road,
Pain strikes him,
He refused to cry,
At least, not this time.

As he walks to the only place he knew,
He looks up to see the crowd he walks in,
Everyone too consumed in their masquerade,
Everyone walks, swollen with pride.

This place has saw everything,
The moment he weeps, smiles and laugh,
He put down everything on the ground,
The promises, the dreams,
The hope, the smiles,
The pictures, the songs,
The pain, the memories,
He lit up fire and burns everything up.
He waits in tears till it turns to ashes,
This is the last time he will cry,
He will no longer live in dismay,
He's gone.

[TuiHou]

I don't know what I feel of late. I lied to myself again to make everything ok. Now I know that sometimes, I just can't have it all. So, I decided to move on and never look back. Too many memories to be erased, to many people ached me, too little time to heal and too many trials coming through my way. I failed too many times in relationship; family, friends. I don't know what I should do. Deep inside me, I feel alone even though too many people revolve around me. I can't find a single thing to believe in. I'm losing my faith. I can't find anyone to talk to. My memories distort my thinking and it pains me so much. I'm tired of running to nowhere. I'm tired lying to my heart that everything will turn out fine eventually. I try to act strong, but I'm too fragile inside. But hang on Moja, let everything burns. Let your dream shatter to pieces. Let your anger reigns. You'll find a place to hold on to somewhere, somehow. Be strong and never look back. You will move on and smile from your heart again. I know you will.

[LosingMyWay]

I never understand why my life shattered,I never understand why my dreams fall down,I never understand why I can’t feel myself,I never understand why I don’t feel like me,Not anymore. No matter how hard my problems are,I used to get over it,But it was yesterday,When my days are brighter,My life is merrier,And my smiles are sincere. It’s hard to live a lie,But you never understand,You never try to understand,I never intend to lie, But I have to,Even it’ll cost me my life and soul. You can’t know the truth,As the truth is my enemy,Just because I’m afraid it’ll hurt you to death,I’m losing my way,Just because I don’t want you lose it too.